Then I'll take my leave and I won't even look backBirthday was good. I got a necklace from Mark, it's pretty. Got some books and cupcake stuff. Supposedly getting a scanner sometime... doubt it. Whatever.
I'm... upset. I feel like absolutely no person cares except for Mark. It seems like I have no friends, I'm not invited to anything because I'm just a convenient friend... Mark's friends all hate me. Sometimes I think they don't... but they do. Maybe I'm just kidding myself. They don't have to like me. But I wish they did. I'm just lonely.
I keep feeling more jealous lately. There are two separate girls that are getting way too comfortable with Mark. I know I shouldn't be jealous.. I know he loves me. But what if he finds someone better? Someone prettier... less... big... I'm feeling more and more protective as time goes on. What would I do if he were to break up with me? He's the only person who I ever see outside of school. The only person who cares to make a point to talk to me. What would I do? Why am I so pathetic?
Gosh... I guess I better stop now. I don't even have words, just a feeling of sadness.
Update sometime soon hopefully.
Lonely
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" I can clearly see your/you're nuts "
HELLO MAH LOVE
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"Reading history doesn't make things shiny. It edifies you, and prepares you to confront the possibilities of destiny!"
"...did you know that every time your mouth moves, strange sounds come out?"
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"Reading history doesn't make things shiny. It edifies you, and prepares you to confront the possibilities of destiny!"
"...did you know that every time your mouth moves, strange sounds come out?"
im not funny.
*coughnotcough*
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"Reading history doesn't make things shiny. It edifies you, and prepares you to confront the possibilities of destiny!"
"...did you know that every time your mouth moves, strange sounds come out?"
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"It's like Midas, only everything he dead turns to fuck"
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"Reading history doesn't make things shiny. It edifies you, and prepares you to confront the possibilities of destiny!"
"...did you know that every time your mouth moves, strange sounds come out?"
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"Reading history doesn't make things shiny. It edifies you, and prepares you to confront the possibilities of destiny!"
"...did you know that every time your mouth moves, strange sounds come out?"
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"Reading history doesn't make things shiny. It edifies you, and prepares you to confront the possibilities of destiny!"
"...did you know that every time your mouth moves, strange sounds come out?"
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